PART 2

7abaybeee!!

im soo sorry i took me soo long to post, bss it3arfoon shloon us girls get busy with daily rambels;P



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I woke up the next morning with a huge headache?

well yeah i think its kinda normal from all the activites i did with Hamad yesterday night.

hamad: dalal?

me: babe go back to bed you seem tiered.

Zz Zz Zz (ya3ni vibrating phone)

one message.

dalal 7abeebty i can't stop thinking about you. I need you. Please come back to my life. I know what i did was wrong, but you will always be the love of my life.

me: oh pish posh fuck you.

let me just re cap who this message person is.

Thari was my old boy friend i must say we had a type of connection and he was special to me, but he cheated on me with some random girl back in university. I just can't believe him. He cheats and wants me to come crwaling back. Whatever. My heart is not for him any more.

Zz Zz Zz

message

Bader: abi ashoofich il laila yibtlich shay..

reply:

inshala 7abeebee

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yess im going out with two guys at the same time. Its not something to be proud of...but the thing is im a horny beast?

well yeah i am a whore but the thing is i dnt know..its fun? i need help i guess..

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let me tell you some back grond info about my life.


from the age of 0-18 i was the ultimate good girl...

and i5tirabt when my parents made the choice of shipping me to arizona to study..

BIG MISTAKE!

i met Thari there and i thought he was the love of my life...he showered me with attention and was the ultimate amazing boy friend..until he cheated on me...that was the turning point in my life..i figured that all men cheat cuz they get bored of one girl? i don't know but that was the idea that was stuck in my mind i guess...


i later met hamad who was a nice guy and we hit it off...everything between us was physical....there was no love...but the sex was great i guess..and thats all i need....

i met hamad in university and we hit it off just great .........

hamad is the typical pretty romantic kind of boy.....he doesn't have that bad boy imagine..he was romantic sweet and the perfect man...

you know how a girl just wants some type of bad boy in her life...sooo i present Bader..

he is the ultimate bad boy..i honestly don't feel safe around him but i just get this type of spark and it makes me feel like im on an adventure...

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i currently live in kuwait...

i live with my parents and younger sister layla.

i love my family and i can assure you they know nothing about this...i guess i play this double identity......... a good girl infront of my parents and a wild child behind them. I know it sucks..but the thing is i don't know what the hell i became.....i just don't know..

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ILMHM 3ARFTAW INFORMATION 3ANI


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i was currently at hamads shalay he was still semi asleep on the sofa...

i quickly got dressed in my purple juicy velcroe track pants and white v neack tshirt. took my car keys and headed for the door.

hamad: wayin ray7a?

me: 3indi mishwar ill be back...bagool 7ag ahali ini banam 3ind noura don't worry 7abeeby ill be back.

hamad: okay.

noura is my best friend that knows every single detail in my life so no worries..


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i sat in my range and headed home to take a shower and then go see noura for our daily rambeling..




i got home took a quick shower and sliped into a ruffeld white top with dark skinnies and some gold ballerina falts and headed to star bucks to see noura.

i opened the door and saw her sitting in a table in the corner with her lap top ..

me: hey you!!

noura: hey sexyy!

me: yeah so..

noura: just tell me how was the sex?

me: mind blowing!

noura: thats all i wanted to hear:P